Relive your favorite lovestory

I have currenlty read an interesting question on a blog about books. The editor asked her reader which lovestory they would want to live if they could.

At first I sat a while and thought about a prober one. A love story that I have read and which amazed me so much that I want it to be mine. But after some time I knew  my answer to this question. Frankly,  I would not want to live the love story of anyone else. And that is a statement as I am deeply in love with Damon Salvatore, Jean Valjean and the Doctor. Therefore I sure would improve a realtionship with anyone who is alike them. But I do not want to be Rose Tyler nor live the life of Elena Gilbert let alone work in the Napoleonic Paris.

Importantly, I realized I do not want to live the lovestory of anyone else. I want to write my own one, to create my own one, to live my own one.

There would be nothing special to relive one’s favorite lovestory. But falling in love in a way noone else before you did  and maybe living a lovestory in the most ordinary way there is, is a thousand times more special than reliving a lovestory that is not yours.

Honestly, I wish for nothing more than to meet someone with whom I can live my own, fantastic lovestory. No matter if it is going to last forever or not. I just want to love someone deeply, ultimately and forever. There is nothing more important to me than having my own special lovestory.

And believe me. Even though a lovestory may seems to be the most ordinary one, it is special in its own way and sometimes only the members of this wonder can see the wonder itself, if they look hard enough.

So do not try to  relive anyones lovestory as perfect as it may seems. Do not let some random author write the story of your love – Be the author of your own lovestory and I promise you will not forget the awesome things you will experience.

Maybe it will be your lovestory which will  inspirate other people.


The Simple Maths

There is this thing about maths. It’s logic and self-explaining as soon as you understand it. I mean, what the hell is not logic about a graph? See?! You just have to memorize the “recipe” for how to build a graph or you know.

But as soon as I have to write a test, regardless of whether it is just an improptu written assignement or a big exam, I can’t see the solution at all, now matter how easy it is to find it.

That is the most frustrating feeling you can get. And believe me, I get it a lot.

I just do not know what I can possibly do to provide it. If the source of my problem was a lack of paying attention in class or a default of doing my homework, I would know how to remove this issue. But the case is slight different. At home, in class there is seldom a big misunderstanding between math and me. I kind of like the feeling to get a task done. Makes me feel as if  I may be not that stupid after all.

So I do not know what is going on with my mind during a test. And what I can do about it.

Hmm maybe some extra exercise instead of trying to write ablog post in english

We’ll see 🙂 Bye